enough enough

Never Enough

i am as heavy, as the grace of Saint Ford,
The hopeless twink who fucked the daylights
out of every last monk at the Evenshire Abbey—
The weight of his grace was Legendary.

but still again, not yet enough.
Nothing in this kind of slump, this kind of chaos
This kind of manic evil forest
Has enough of what I need….

Not even the death!
Of the dew on my tongue!
As all my light fades-
Under the kiss of the Morning Star.

i want all that fire
to fill me up
but nothing ever does